I need help, I'm very depressed, I think God hates me and my will to keep fighting is dwindling by the day, sometimes I just wish it would end. I'm low on money, my Husband is always sick so I have to put me and my mental heath issues on the back burner(I need pills, before I loose myself and my mind all the way) I have a job that just takes and takes from me and I give my all to everyone and everything, I have nothing left for me, the only thing I have left to keep me out of the devils clutches is my hope and that is almost gone. I need lots of prayers because I'm loosing this battle against Satan and I can't do this anymore.