I truly pray for my faith in God's Plan and Time to carry me through what was the most unexpectedly happy and now, devastating part in my own life's journey. I never thought I would ever share such love and happiness just to have it removed for now or possibly forever. Please know that I do not question why things unfolded as they did, just need help through this unbearable heartache. Please God, I need your love, comfort, guidance, and support to surround me now and always. Amen.