God can i be healthy again. no more pain. ive carried this spinal injury too long i cry too much ive spent the last 17.5 years in agony. i cant make my body move when i want it too i cant care for my kid its hurting her too now. if this was to punish me for something i did years ago please relent cuz my kid is innocent and she needs a healthy mom especailly because her dad and other family are not active in her life. She needs me twice as much. the bible says a child can erase sin. Please God by your word heal me. We will both only do good things for your kingdom u can even in my very poor condition i help animals help my mom even though she hasnt been there for me when i needed her. i still try and do only good. but i need my health back please take it away physically and mentally please let my body be at peace. i cried til 3 am and by 9 was up in pain again sometimes its even less sleep i cant go on like this i feel too weak and my mom t and the animals depend on me not just me for all us restore me and my moms health too