Pls pray for me as I am going through depression and anxiety from a narcissistic ex. I hope to find the strength to leave and stop hoping that he will change. He had been emotionally abusing me mentally and verbally. I feel like I am going mad.

I have no peace and cannot understand why he is such and I can only hope and pray that he will feel God's love one day and be changed by him.

I have been having sleepless nights and feeling fearful cos of his threats. I am even starting to lose faith cos nothing is working. I can't sleep well every day and I am depending on sleeping pills to help me sleep. My mind is a fog and I can't focus. I know what I have to do - LEAVE and don't look back but something keeps pulling me back. It's like an evil force.

Pls pray for God's ultimate strength and protection to help me get through this. Thk u.