Lord, please heal my heart, and show me how to honor my parents when they despise my existence. I've done everything I was supposed to do as an adult and their child and they still don't love me, am I not worthy of being loved? Every one who did love me you have taken them to be with you, and now I'm left with no one to love me not even the ones who you chose to give me life, I just want to stop feeling alone, lord God please help