I am working on myself and it is a rough journey. Definitely highs and lows. Today I am experiencing a very rough low. I am grateful that God is with me but I feel very alone. I am seeking help, but it seems like I take a leap forward and then I am squashed back. I am struggling today. My day today was great & even my evening. But I become in denial of my reality sometimes and I was faced with a lapse in coverage for health insurance and I had a surgery last July that I thought was covered from insurance but somehow my automatic payments didn’t go through. I could definitely use prayers for God to help me somehow get that bill either reduced or removed. Also I need God to radically communicate with me in all aspects of my life. (Home, finances, as a mother, and in my romantic relationship with my boyfriend & in Friendship. I ask God to remove anything from my life and my kids lives that is not of him and to place in our lives that which is if him. I pray for serenity and courage to change the things I can & and strength to accept the things I cannot change. Let your will come into my life as a restart!