I'm glad you reached out. Good sent you here for a purpose and I'd like to ask you if you have a diagnosis?

Hang in there! 😜
This too shall pass. Like the old saying goes it may pass like kidney stones but you'll make it through it.

Hope you can receive some of the blessings You so freely share with others.

God will not give u anything u cannot endure and survive.. He knows u and ur capacity. Seek for Him, pray, read bible verses. Talk to your religious community ..
Read my story.. I hope to inspire u with my miserable story and how God made me realized why i suffer.. https://jzphinejuanillo.wordpress.com/2020/02/12/how-to-live-in-gods-abundance/

God loves you and so do I