happiness is not out in another landscape it is looking at the same life with fresh eyes that is the message I got from here today perhaps you can hear that to0 and know that happiness isnt out there some where to obtain or a destination you get to look at your life and Count your blessings try to see your life in a new perspective be happy for who and what you do have and thank GOd for the beautiful Gift of life he is wanting you to see that things can and will be better just try to focus on the GOOD and blessing you have dont spend your days and hours dwelling on the bad it is the past ...and what's done is done the Lord lets you go through things for a reason and he is the architect of your life try accepting that what is, or what was just is another part of the journey or experience he wanted you to have and see that he made you a survivor your still here dont say Lord how can I survive? say Lord Thank you I did! Joy is knowing he has been in control the whole time and realizing he still is. And knowing that..... can bring you peace! just keep doing as your doing ..Going to the lord with your burdens but give it all to him...and try to move on to a new day ......Ill pray for your peace happiness and joy. May you start to see the GOod and happiness in all the little things God blesses us with that most of us seem to take for granted most of the time. The more you thank God for the sun shining another day ...the more it will shine on you!