Have faith in God almighty, he works wonders. Depression is fears of the past and anxiety is fear of the future. Look down at your feet and realize that you're living in the now and that's where God is. The ego (the devil) wants you to live in fear and anxiety. Because you have your focus on the ego which is "Easing God Out", that's where the pain steps in. Write a gratitude list of everything you do have and focus on that. My prayers are with you. God bless you.