god i cried out to you in my distress and again you restored me. Hopefully someday I will see things clearly and my doubts and discontent will be no more. Lord you are good and I see the road I am on. I see the gifts you've imparted to me and the favor and the answered prayers all around me. I dont understand everything and I have a lot of doubts. I pray you teach me to truly know to truly believe what my capabilities are what my boundaries are. What the power of my belief is. How to properly excercise and understand the gifts you have bestowed upon me. Lord send me a teacher a helper a angel to guide me in these things. I know they have interacted with me. But I always feel on the cusp of grasping the bugger picture Lord. Somewhere between doubt and belief. I know some things can hurt me if I know them now or for whatever reasons I don't need to know. But I really wish I had more guidance lord. Someone to help me believe. To mentor. Like elisha had elijah to train him. Father so there is no room for doubt. I ask in jesus name. You said whatever I ask in your name it would be done. This is my request Yeshua. Thank you. Amen