Lord Jesus im asking for help and your guidance. I need you now more than ever. If you came back today I probably won't be ready. I'm saying this because I need you and it's the truth. Please help me to change. I can admit that I've been lukewarm long enough. Please help me to give up the lust of this world. I know this is one of my problems. I know I grew up in church because of my problems but I always strayed away even in my early days. Seven years ago I really felt your presence and I felt the holy spirit. Please make me at peace and help me to do the right thing. I'm asking if you can pour your mercy and grace on me. Im asking if you can save my family as well. Please let them know the truth and who you really are and what's going on in this world.