Lord I am sad today. I wonder what she is doing right now. I know you are shaping both of us and your timing is perfect. I can't wait to actually meet her. I bet you can't wait for me to see the good thing you have prepared for me I just long for affection and touch and the kind of comfort only a wife can give. Father please help me bear this sadness and lonlieness while I wait on your perfect and holy plan to unfold. I am so ambitious and so hasty. I pray that you turn all this pain i feel into blessing. I pray that you give my heart the sustenance it needs to feel satisfied. I pray that you help me to feel loved and or give me what I lack Father I dont even know the words to express what I feel. But I do know material possessions won't give me what I lack. I thank you for what you are doing. I thank you for clearing the way of devious women and removing temptations from me and giving me strength to bear the temptations that I have encountered. Thank you for the wisdom and strength not to settle for less than what you have for me. Thanks for everything abba. I love you. I pray in Jesus name. Amen