I'm praying for all your needs to be met and total FORGIVENESS , I too was lost in anger from my life of abuse so I started to pray the LORD'S PRAYER every morning and little by little JESUS had begun to heal my heart giving me the means to forgive , now don't be fooled by how long it takes to be a daily process but GOD WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN AND YOU WILL HAVE HIS UNSPEAKABLE PEACE AND JOY 🙏🙏🙏🔥🔥🔥 HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH !!