Flossy

Prayer Request

Please pray that God has mercy on me and rescues me. I'm so lost. I don't know what to pray for anymore. Please pray God gives me hope and peace and faith. I've exhausted all my hope. I am trying to accept that I won't be saved, that God won't heal me, and I won't get to heaven. I am trying to go on and be a good person despite this. I try to keep it to myself. I hide my pain and addictions and depression because I don't want to upset people because they can't help me. Only God can help me. I have prayed for years. I'm done with life. I live for people that I love but I really don't want to stay here. I really wish God didn't give me a conscience if He wasn't planning on letting me into heaven. I say that because it's how I feel. Rejected and unworthy. So why do I care about people and why am I still going to hell?