Hello... I know this may sound like I childish prayer but I am almost 37, saved, live alone, no husband or children and an unfortunate situation/ slander caused this problem & this encouraging Christian friendship sure was special to me...

Will you pray God will let me know if there is any point in praying for me and Philip to at least be friends.. actually back on track to becoming more.. again soon?

Something tonight to show me God is working to know to keep praying ?

(Not patience please)

I also have unspoken prayer requests heavy on my heart for some precious loved ones... I try to live for The Lord and have been broken for long ... everytime I think it's time for me to be happy I get mistreated again. This Philip didn't mistreat me, but someone close to him was jealous & told awful lies about me. I'm just broken now. Need to there is a point of even praying for this anymore- God to give me SOMETHING today. I can't function anymore

Need HOPE... and prayers for my focus and motivation so I get things accomplished and ADHD/depression/distractions don't hold me back.