I just wanted to say what I felt like crying about. I always make everything about me, but starting next year I’ll be giving back. I just feel like I’m not enough. I am horrible at math, bad at studying, and my grammar is horrid. The worst of all I have no faith. I’ve lost all my faith in God, and through that I’ve lost hope I will ever be enough. There is not enough time to learn all of this. My education is very minimal and I will never achieve success let alone keep it if I cannot even solve a simple math problem. I’m really scared. Truth be it that I am terrified. It’s very early in the morning and I have yet to have even gone to bed. This type of cage I’m in is horrible. I’m stuck chasing time and making up for all of the mistakes I made. The priorities I placed were not beneficial in the long wrong. I pray that maybe God can turn my life around completely. Again I’m scared. People make fun of me when I say something stupid like not knowing much about how weather formations arise, to the answer of an equation. I do not really know what to ask for but if you’ve read this far I greatly appreciate it and God bless you to the highest degree his will can give you. Let anyone who reads and skips over this to receive the biggest blessing God can give which is of knowledge, for I am scared that I lack it.