I have an addiction and I have been unable to turn my will and my life over to God; I've been trying to handle this myself and I can't! I pray for the strength to overcome this horrible disease and to allow God into my heart and soul so that I may heal. I pray that I may finally see that I am powerless and cannot do this alone. I need God's love and help! I don't want to hurt my family, friends, and myself anymore. I pray for forgiveness. Thank you so much and God bless you all!