hi im with these people in a council and thing is i feel so left out. it's like they all get a long together but I could never seem to do the same because im quite awkward and i get all so shy and weird. i think that they believe im quite odd. im scared that i wont grow close to any of them because of how awkward i am and i feel as if theyre talking about me behind my back. thing is, they mean a lot to me and i really just want to be close to them and joke around with them like normal human beings. its tiringv