I'm really shy writing this because my troubles feel so minimal compared to everyone else here, but I'm feeling desperate and hopeless. Please pray for the things I cannot say out loud. I'm experiencing a standstill and just want to move forward, and I just really want things to finally get better. I've been waiting for so long and I don't know if I should keep waiting and holding on, and this period of waiting has been extremely difficult, confusing, and painful and I'm just tired of crying myself to sleep at night. I just pray for my own miracle soon. Thank you.