Father, I've allowed other peoples behavior to influence me and my actions. I'm ashamed that I've behaved in such a ungodly Manor. I love you Lord and I worked so hard to become a better person only to fall straight on my face again. I don't like this person it's trying to turn me into, so I ask you right now Lord please don't turn away from me I love you and I need you to come back into my heart and restore my spirit and soul and light my fire once again so I can show these people the way you created us to be. Give me the strength to fight this battle in your precious son's name.AMEN.