I need your help Lord. This lifestyle that I gave up is slowly trying to work its way back to me. I can’t live that way anymore Lord Jesus. I was growing closer to you each day, and now it feels as though I’m drifting away. Lord I wish nothing else but to be in Your presence, to be obedient, to grow closer to You every day and to mold myself into the man that You would have me to be. I’m soon to be a father and I want to set the best example for my kids. Thank You Lord. In the Holy name of Jesus I pray, amen.