Dear Lord, please settle and rest my heart right now. I really feel bad obtaining a faling score for the nth time. I have accepted my fate of losing my scholarship, but still hoping and trusting for the better plans you have for me. I am afraid I'll lose myself of the opportunity of studying in my current medschool. I was really feeling bad and wanting to give up knowing my friends and classmates are advancing. Where does integrity bring me? I know Lord all righteousness comes from you. My reputation Lord is messed up and I am really underperforming? Lord. I have become afraid of my dream that the thought of the bog responsibility is eating me alive. Help me Father. I know this is one of the battles I have to face and I know I can't get through without. You have been my confidence since the beginning Lord. I don't want to give up on you, Father. But following your will is so hard, so tiring. There are many times I am really tempted to compromise, but I'm trusting on You Lord that wherever I am, You will save me.
Lord, I am choosing to trust you in the process. I have so much to thank about right now, the provisions in our household. My family's safety and good health, the comfort we have in our home. I am being selfish and looking so closely on my situation. Father, I pray for those people suffering right now, that you give them comfort Lord. Father, I am losing things but in the end, you make me realize that I am nothing without You. Naked I have come, naked will I go. May I be a good steward of your blessings Lord. Father, guide me and give me wisdom. Bless the one reading this Lord that his prayers will.be answered too Father, and that we may know you more and more deeper. Protect his loved ones and giude him physically and spiritually, Lord Jesus. All these we ask in the Mighty Name of Our Lord Jesus Christ and Savior, our Salvation, and the One who saves and died on the cross, rose on the third day. AMEN!