I am in my 50s now and instead of being able to retire, I face another 10 years of working. But I have gradually lost confidence over the years. When I got arthritis in my fingers I had to change jobs and now I don't know what I can do. I got placements as an assistant in 3 special schools I liked and for some reason none of them worked out. I really need confidence and faith. Find the right place for me. Find a permanent home where my dog and I can get good life. Peace. Please help Lord.