well ive been sitting back thinking about my life, things are still the same havent got much better, ive been told that if u talk to god an ask him from ur heart about things u want or want to be changed he will make a way for it to happen... ive done that an it dont seem like its going or will happen anytime soon, but i must keep my faith in his an im sure he will make a way sooner then what i expect.... jus need a major change an i hope it happens really soon.