Good morning, I pray for coverage for you and your family and me and my family and friends. I pray for my enemies and those that have hurt me . I ask for comfort as I greive motherhood. I learned last year my husband of almost 4 years doesn't want anymore children and I have none. My weight creeped up so high that I had to use a c pap until I walked off 25 lbs. I then without thinking and advice from a $ hungry doctor took hormone therapy which threw my body into premenopausal. I have had a couple of months of heavy spotting but not enough to say I had a period. Each time I've gone to a specialist they have stated that my levels are too low to create a egg or period. I continue to take all kinds of herbal remedies and supplements praying God will open my womb back up to release eggs so I can have a child of my own with my DNA and with someone who loves me and won't lie. I am so depressed and in pain daily when I think about it. I made some mistakes in my past and just never thought this day would come when I always was told I'd be well in my 50's .I'm so scared that God's hands is not on this as I have placed pictures on my vision board and keep dreaming of me having a beautiful baby. I keep asking God why he's placed this in my heart that I will still have a child of my own with my DNA if nothing is happening. October will be a year of no full period and in a marriage with someone who's indebted me, we no longer sleep in the same room, we have communication issues and I don't know what else to do. Please pray for me and my body not going into menopause right now and my periods to start back with healthy eggs being released and able to be taken for any plans to have a baby. I know this is a lot to read but I hope you are able to have read to the end and pray with me today. Thank you so much and God bless you!