Today, Jennifer, God wants you to know that when events happen which seem catastrophic, it is not only possible, but very important for you to allow yourself to come to a place of calmness.
Panicking serves no one - not yourself, not the people who are suffering, and not the planet. Allow yourself to trust that there is a larger purpose and that it may not be necessary for you to know that purpose at this time. Allow yourself to have faith that ultimately, all will be well.
All I have to say is I have tithed. I have helped others in need. I have frequently donated to Catholic charities, to Simpson housing, to St. Stephen’s human services to end homelessness, I’ve donated lots of money to life ministry programs and I do not believe that my God is going to continue to let me sit in this pit of suffering and struggle anymore. I have tried to work, but what can I do with two sons with serious behavioral and mental health problems?
I do not have enough money for my rent and I told my landlord that I would by today. God Almighty, I have given of myself a lot and right now I need help.