Thank you and may God bless everyone who prays for me. I want to stop asking but I'm really struggling with this feeling of heaviness in my spirit. I am plagued by anxiety and depression. I feel like I'm getting fatter and uglier. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I feel like I don't want anyone to see me. I'm anxious and I feel like nothing I do will really matter. I'm trying to stay motivated but I'm feeling this heaviness so strongly and it's distressing me and making me distracted and stealing my energy and I just want to sleep but I can't because I have to work out because I'm getting fatter but I feel so terrible. Please pray God would help me to force myself to do this.