Please Dear Lord...Help me by sending me a good family to rent our home to. Please do this with a quickness in order to allow me to pack the rest of our things, my two dogs and return home to Cali with my Lorin. Dear Lord, I am tired of all the evil and envy that AZ holds. The longer I stay here the more I see changes in myself that I do not like that are brought on by others. I so long to be happy and to be able to smile at all of the wonders and beauty around me. I am afraid of losing that peaceful, content feeling of just being home, laughing at the antics of my dogs and the smile on his face when he walks in the door....