IGod I'm tired of coming to you like you are Santa clause but it seems like I have more problems in my life. I'm not where I want to be, I have no job with no money in which I'm trying hard to find employment. I'm lonely and I want to be with someone and I'm just worried about the future. My life is not going well at all. When can I get a break?? I pray and nothing is changing. There are days in which I wish I never existed.