God, I just want to move past my guilt and shame. My past haunts me in ways I can’t even articulate. I’m so sorry for the ones I’ve hurt. I’ve given them their reasons to hurt me and I feel like I don’t have the right to feel upset with them when they do. My guilt and shame run so deep that I believe I don’t deserve forgiveness or love from them. Please help me heal and help them see my remorse. I want them in my life.