My mother died from leukemia very suddenly on 3 months ago. Since her death I feel as though my world is falling apart. I feel so depressed, so alone. I thought things were finally getting better when God sent me someone to show me he cared. Now suddenly I find out he wasn't the person I thought he was. He lied to me and betrayed my trust in him. My father has already found another companion and it bothers me so much..because it happened so fast. I have been asking God to guide me and give me strength to deal, but some days it's all I can do to get up and get dressed. I am very blessed in so many ways, especially because I have a beautiful child that makes me laugh and whom I love with every ounce of my being. I need to be strong for her.. but I'm only human. Please pray for me that the Lord will help me to understand the lessons he may be trying to teach me. To give me strength to endure the pain and emptiness in my heart.