Pray for me that I stop trying to figure things that may not be relevant to me , I need help breaking this addictive cycle that kind of tortures my mind because I’m unable to distinguish if it’s someone I know or that I’m part of an operation that’s ultimately out of my hands and I’m just becoming frustrated and sad that I’m going crazy. Please pray for me that I get help and focus on what’s really important and I don’t need to figure whatever it is out. I don’t want to be paranoid anymore or that I’m some kind of freak that I have to be watched. This really has been rough on my mind and I feel suffocated because no one understands me. I need a renewed mind and self discipline, I’m struggling. Thank you for praying for me and may the Lord bless your unspoken prayers.