My dear heavenly father I need your love an protection an help. Lord I have been doing your hearts will since I was 18 an father I am so lost. I have been being torn down by people who honor the devils ways an with thier cunning words try to sway other people their way to tear me down. I have lost both my jobs an with the legal trouble these people stirred up out of hate I have been unemployable for 10 months an I try so not to complain. my medical health is in a down turn I have female trouble that needs surgery an before I do that the meds I take for it have set off my diabetis again an my thyroid is having trouble again an my hair just falls out with a touch. So much lord so much the good name I built in your service is being torn to shreds and I feel so so lost an lord as you know ten months ago I lost my best friend the other half of me an I can't seem to find the joy I used to... lord there are so many of us that are in need of you, your time your love your help and protection my request seems so dumb compared to others.... forgive me lord but I need you so much right now if you could find a moment to vindacate me, heal me and fill me with your love I beg of you my lord stop those that tear me apart. please father I want your name to shine an not be tarnished by evil doers.. I love and thank you my father