Lord you gave me a vision of a beautiful healthy relationship with my spouse. & the enemy has had his hands in it from the very start . Lord I come to you asking that you hear my cries lord. Help me God . I lost myself somewhere in life and no longer recognize the person I see in the mirror. Lord I pray asking that you fully heal my marriage. Restore the trust , commitment and honesty that has eluded the relationship completely before our second child enters the world. Grant us both peace in all aspects of our lives. Draw both of us and our children closer to you God. Release us from the shackles of world and flesh. And we bind up and rebuke ANYONE male or female (family , friends or foe) that comes to disrupt your Will God. & I ask Lord if my spouse is acting worldly desires in any sort outside our convent - that you deal with him & punish him . Cause lord I’ve done EVERYTHING you told me to do this far and there has been change. I’m growing weak Lord. Reinstate my faith God - for you say that “ALL THINGS WORK FOR GOOD , for those who love the Lord and are called unto his will “

Amen