Life for me is wild Y’all . Please Pray for me and Ask Abba the father almighty, king of the universe to reveal his plan to me and allow me to stand firm in it and not waver even as I watch myself plummet in debt, being taken to a mental health institution, being looked at with criticism and judged Harshly due to my appearance and actions, please I need a peace of mind and I need to figure out what I need to do to keep my heart from exploding in anguish . I fear God but I don’t understand what’s going on in my life or how I’m supposed to come together to my husband. Please help me understand