Dear Lord, I need your strength and guidance as I am not happy in my workplace. It is very difficult to only show up at the office some days. It's affecting my personal life also, my relationship with my boyfriend because this situation is affecting my mood, my patience, just the way I am isn't the real me sometimes and I am afraid it's pushing my boyfriend away some days.
I feel like I am doing my best but yet, it's never enough. ..after 4 1/2 years of hard work for the company I'm at. I feel somehow like a bullied in that environment (some people can be harsh with their words/attitude). I also don't make enough money and they refuse to give me a decent raise or bonus. It's hard to make ends meet. Please guide me on what I should do for my future. Please protect my relationship and help me be more patient. Thank you in the name of Jesus I pray. Amen.