Father God, please help me through my grief of losing my husband May 4th right before my very eyes. MY heart is shattered. I don't think I can go through this pain and him not being here with me. He always took care of me & now I'm all alone. We had such a beautiful marriage of 33 yrs. It hurts my heart so bad. I'm at a total loss & scared of everything now. Father, please help me to Navigate through all of this. God please give Paul a big hug for me until the day we can reunite again. I need & love both Paul & you God. Please help me!