I feel this dark cloud over me. My ex still haunts me almost 6 months on, and I can't let go of the fact he is living a happy life already with the next girl, while I am still here haunted by the pain he caused (he was an avoidant). I just want to live my life, I want to do my own thing. It is so unfair. Why do people who hurt me get to live a happy life while I am stuck in pain and fixing the horrible things they did to me?
Please pray so this dark cloud is lifted. I don't think I can take it much longer. I'm scared, I have no friends, nothing.
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I have felt like that before. What you should do is go on with your life and put this behind you.
You must pray about it and ask God to help.
Keeping God first in your life is the most important.
I do not believe that I should "put behind me" the fact someone abused me and they are taking no accountability for it.