He hears ur cries love. Ur not alone, I promise. I'm in a extremely bad way my self. But I'm sending you all my love, light, energy, healings, prayers and angels ur way now. Don't give up, u do matter, and do have value, and are here for a reason! and God DOES hear u. ❤️ Unfortunately nothing is done in our time... It's all done in the Lord's time. God bless you.