Dear God, after 36 years of marriage my husband had an affair with a woman that was also dating someone he worked with, once he found out he came home even more abusive to me, retired from the best job he ever had, I forgave as your word says to do, but this will be my first Thanksgiving broke & worrying about money to pay bills because he was so angry about her, he retired & has sat home for 3 years doing nothing. I was still raising our Autistic grand-daughter while my daughter took her time growing up to be a mom! Please God, restore my faith, my peace & blessings for a Happy Holiday season in spite of my pain!