Where have all the flowers gone is a good song now to think of for the moment. I know the Father only gives you what you can bare and when that is not enough and He can tell, is when Christ carries you like FootSteps in the Sand. He has made it clear that a dry which means empty time is ahead which must be going on now. But, yet said more than once a new level of understanding, faith and walking in the Light is ahead.To many have said things taking out of context what was said and how it was meant. Sometimes knowing the Father knows is not enough. To many times things are said that never should have been because they are mostly wrong and miss under stood, and people listen when they shouldn't. I told the old little, little devil I'm going to win from now on and do the calling to preach and ministry, Because when God is for you nothing can stand against you; and I know He is for me. Family is either dead, gone, are not being available. Friends are few for things as said above. If this is what Lot went thru, then I do understand, and you all know what to pray for. It seems like just me and the Father and Son and Holy Spirit at times now.