I am humbly asking for your prayers. I dont know where to begin. I will be 40 in october and I have never been in love. I know I am not an ideal "catch". I am trying AGAIN to conquer a food addiction that plagued me all my life. I've always believed I was worthy of love despite this issue, but no one has given me a chance to show them the love that fills my heart and how I am aching to share that with someone....a true love. I realize now that I will probably never have a baby, and I feel my chances of finding love are also slipping away. The only person in my life that I truly love is my mother. She almost 77 now and I dont know what I will do when she is gone. If there is no one to love me and comfort me after she is gone, I just know I'll lose the will to go on. My heart is aching terribly with all of this. I dont want to be alone. I'm scared. Please pray that I will find a good hearted man to love and love me in return. Please. Thank you.