I've been in and out of depression lately,
that feeling of being useless. I felt like all
the things I've done in the past... all those
awards, certificates and medals are all
useless now in my life. I know it's not true
but that's just what I felt at those times.
Now... all I only hold on to is Gods guidance
and direction in my life. I know He will never
let go of me and sooner I will find what I was
looking for. I just need to believe in Him and
continue to increase my faith. God... I know
you have purpose for my life. Forgive me for
what I'm doing now... Please continue to guide
me all along because I don't know life without
you. I know I've always been a sinner and
always always been tempted. But please God...
please never let me go... I know you won't...