Father I have filed for bankruptcy, gone through my savings, going through my retirement at a quick pace just to stay on the edge of homelessness. I am still enrolled in school and it is the only bright positive light in my life right now and I am even behind in my schoolwork because I cannot focus on the path you have laid before me. Please show me what that path might be even if it is just a glimpse so that I may let go of this doubt and worry. I surrender my will to you. Please pull me in the direction to where I am suppose to be. I know you don't want me to go through such misery and doubt. Please help me end it and trust in you alone and know that I am where I am suppose to be at this very moment in my life. I don't want to be homeless again. I learned my lesson. CAn we move on please?