God I dont understand i still have no contact with my children and im still so far behind in school i sometimes wonder what was i thinking trying to go back to school i really want to continue going and get my degrees but i still dont understand my classes exspecially my accounting class god please help me to understand all my classes and learn and please please god may i have my children back in my life and them know and understand that i am their mom may the truth be revealed to them that my sister is not their mom but their aunt. i understand that some of them are to young right now to understand how and why they ended up with her but please lord help them to understand that its not my fault things happened the way they did