dear god ive just found out what i thought was true....i thought he was my best friend n soul mate omg was i wrong i need the strength again to get through this once again im tierd of loosing the one i love he dosent seem to love me anymore im was good to him n he didnt appreciate anything no srry no nothing i just wish that omeday i can hv that joy ive always wanted im so sad i need you right now why dose he let me down when i thought he loved me....i no i need to move on so plz help me do it i need yr strength more than ever...please send me true love this time around i truley do deserve it....someone to hold n to love forever together in the name of the father amen n also plz give me strength with my parents my poor dad needs all yr strenght aswell so dose mum amen n thankyou i love you xoxoxox