Dear God,
I have felt lost and have never felt so much anxiety, depression, stress, and doubt in a long time.
Please give me the strength to pull through. To be able to make the right decisions in my life based on what I feel in my heart. I am unhappy at my job. I want to get a better job in my field so that I can get out of debt and start saving money.
I am afraid of the relationship between my boyfriend and I. We have been arguing the last few weeks and has gotten to the point where my boyfriend wants to break up with me. Please help me to be strong. To still be there for him no matter what. To understand. To be patient. To love... Jealousy, miscommunication, misunderstanding, mistrust and anger have taken our love away from each other. Please help me to find the strength and the love to forgive. The long distance relationship is taking a toll and I want to be with him. But I can't. My work and my bills and expenses keep me from moving to where he is.
Please pray for my boyfriend as he is going through a rough time with his mom and her sickness, the family drama and not having a job. Please forgive me for pressuring him into marriage in order for me to move out there with him. Please forgive me for not trusting him. If your love is strong enough, we will find our way to be back together again.
Please help me to make the right decisions with my career. I am not progressing in newspapers. I want to broaden my job opportunities by going back to school and studying tv, film, media, or journalism in a graduate program. Please help me to hussle and find a way to freelance and make extra money on the side. Please help me to focus and work on projects that I care about. Please help me to find a better paid job in my field.
Thank you for listening.
I love you.
Cheryl