I'm in need to help with this problem of mine that has been going on for years now. And now my family (Wife, Son, Expecting newborn) is falling apart and now my wife is ready to pack up and go. She is tired of all the same things that I have been doing for years. I have told her many times that I will quit or "taper down" but it's just so hard when my enviroment is filled with what I'm trying to get out of. And plus the withdrawl and everything else is just so hard. I'm sorry that I'm writing such a long prayer request but honestly, I just started believing in God and I find Him very motivated and I sacrifice by letting go of my old religion just to see His face and His love. I really do want to quit this habit of mine and I love my family truly. For that I will quit for my family but sometimes I may be weak and turn right back and tell myself that it's your last time, then before you know it, I am back on it. I need all yours prayer to help me and to guide me through this....Thanks all and God bless and may God walk beside me on this one because I feel like I am on my own for years now.