Going through a lot of confusion, feeling stuck and it is showing on my body.. there's too much pain - I feel my insides compressing sometimes, restlessness and fear taking over me.. I don't want to be in such darkness for long.. I want to be able to overcome it, I am getting tired of it now. I want to have faith, a goal, anything that gets me through this. I don't even know what I'm asking for - just peace and strength perhaps.