Dear Father in Heaven, I've prayed that you would come into my heart and help me to become the person who is shining with your light. It never seems to happen. Why can't I be the person who is FULL of God's love. It seems I go from one crisis to another and there never seems to be any letting up. Why God? Why can't I make good choices, pleasing choices to you? Why must I continually suffer for my ravaged mind. Dear God, I need help. I need spiritual, emotional, financial help. I need immediate relief. Each hour sees me sick to stomach, nervous, mentally just drained. I must worry about my family and making things work so they won't suffer my misdeeds. I ask for speedy and immediate help. I pray this prayer fervently and with so much conviction. You said I needed to ask and this is me asking you God to help me in Jesus name, amen.